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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
10:51 PM
ttodae nothiin to say !!
dear bendan-zhu ,
ii berh sad ! haiis . ii love euus !
waiting for youMonday, May 30, 2005
11:47 PM
nearly gorts bang todae when ii l0ok into the school.dunch know whyes.the cars horn miie i also dunch know. * haiis** .ttodae ii first time go outt with koh hui ling with home clothes.and we take two times of neoprints.hahas.ii cannorts expecte nows ii sho close to koh hui ling liaos.nows pui shan , miie , koh hui ling hatte the same people.=D.butt that people they really berh guo fen lorhs.backstab niia.whatever.when she no fwens.come find us.thens talk bad aboutt others.thens at other people there say our bad thiings.ii take first aid box cause mahh hand injuried.that people also mustt say.they like shit lidat lorhs.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.ii hatte them.only know how to seduce them.euus thiink they your dog arhs.anyhow beatt de.dunch act kutte larhs.at boii boii de front pump aiir thens make your cheek big big.sho as to bue kutte.orh mahh gosh ! cant euus see your neck iish berh berh long.please larhs.dunch act in front of people a norts.especially in front of boiis.
bendan - zhu ,
haiis.there iish some misunderstandiin between us bahs. SOBS! really quite sad.ii dunch know euus gorst blame miie a norts ? haiis. lubs euus l0rts! muacks!
waiting for youSaturday, May 28, 2005
11:15 PM
ttodae was a real boriin dae man ! nothiin to do de .. go outt with maamee daadee also berh sians .. haiis .. ttodae nothiin to write norhs .. SIANS !
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis .. bendan - zhu ii really miss euus sho sho much worh .. haiis .. ii miss euus ssho sho much .. nothiin to od at home also .. euus yewsterdae whole dae norts online nehs .. ii gettin sho sho bored .. dunch know wheys ii norts as close as euus as last time .. ii wann back the old piig .. *hugs and kiss`hs* muacks !
waiting for youFriday, May 27, 2005
11:28 PM
ttodae berh sians .. thens at that time we clean the table .. l0ls .. mahh table cannorts wipe iit cause mahh iink ii draw on the table iish paint marker laii de .. thens teacher give mua some alcohol l0rhs .. iin the end .. make away abt nia .. l0ls .. still gorts use can le .. thens after sch0ol .. ii go play netball with wijitra they all .. when the ball rol until the basketball court there .. ii saw hiim .. erhs .. ii that time berh scare siia .. bleahs .. thens after that ii justt continue .. ii dunch care norhs .. =)) .. thens ii play ferh hours ferh netball .. berh tired .. go home ii straight away go bathe .. hahas .. really berh hott .. sho sians also .. HEADACHE ! hahas ..
bendan- zhu ,,
erhs .. heard yews maybue goiin to overseas .. SOBS .. ii was kinda real sad .. haiis .. nows yes neber even tll mua de .. hais .. ii nothiin to say .. muacks !
waiting for youThursday, May 26, 2005
10:21 PM
ttodae was sho funn ! ii l0ve campfire .. really rawks .. ii l0ve iit .. =)) .. ii wish every week gorts scho0l de campfire .. muacks ! l0ve it ! l0ls !
bendan - zhu ,,
erhs . ttodae neber tallk to yews even one hello .. erhs .. ii dunch know what to say nows .. haiis .. l0ve yews .. muacks ! dunch ever leave mua al0ne .
waiting for youWednesday, May 25, 2005
9:44 PM
ttodae .. ii neber go anywhere lorhs .. ii neber go ferh tha sports dae .. cause thought that koh hui ling they all neber go .. sho ii neber go norhs .. =) .. ii also dunch care .. cause tell papa liaos .. hahas .. sho wontt kana scoldiin .. =) .. ii'm sho sians .. the whole dae playiin maple story worhs .. sho sians de nehs .. maybue ttodae can level up .. hahas .. ttodae jessalyn also at mahh house the whole dae .. hahas .. butt ourr house like berh quiet .. cause three ppl niia .. erhs .. some kinda hatte maple nows .. lols . cause they keep ksiin mua siahs .. gorts one still say he come first .. butt ii come first de .. keep ksiin mua .. ii hatte that what spider siahs .. eeee .. ask him go diie larhs ..
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis .. ii dunch know what tuu say nows .. ii justt know that ii lurff yews wholeheartedly .. nows yews and lixue sho close .. whatever .. yews sho know what am ii thiinkiin nows .. some kinda cannorts take iit .. justt feeliin that i'm the third party nows .. ii dunch know whyes .. butt ii will continue lurffiin yews .. muacks !
waiting for youTuesday, May 24, 2005
9:31 PM
erhs . ttodae ii saw hiim . thens cause ii with pui shan they all marhs . thens ii that time abit siao siao de l0rhs . thens ttodae iish the second time we tallk to each other niia . thens nothiin liaos l0rh s. thens ttodae we all keep sayiin aboutt the ghost ghost ghost thiingys . lols . say until everyone dunch dare to go home al0ne . scare gorts ghost followiin them back . haiiyo . ii mahhself also berh scare . keehs . bleahs . butt iish quite fun . ii love listeniin to all this kind of scary de thiingys . hahas .
bendan - zhu ,,
ii dunch know what to say nehs . ii nows berh confused . ii dunch know what sho ii do nows ? am ii the third party ? or maybue yews neglect mahh feeliins . aiya . really cannorts help tuu lurff yews sho much . butt haiis . maybue we are norts fated l0rhs . dearr dearr . ii still lurff yews lorts . dunch leave mua alone . neber-ever . muacks !
waiting for youMonday, May 23, 2005
11:31 PM
a few daes neber write blog liaos . sho sians . mahh brother snatchiin computer with mua . haiis . he sho childish =X . erhs . ttodae go heeren pierce one more earhole . erhs . quite paiin narhs . butt ii pierce only one niia . ii wann to pierce more . lols . erhs . ttodae ii also quite shocked casue of somethiing . ii thiink some how iish fatted tto tthis . butt ii promised mahhself . whatever happens . ii will norts thiink anymore . and just make the decesion ii habe made at that time . ii really cant understand whyes ? WHATEVER ! l0ve iish sho complicated . ii guess no one will really understand what iish l0ve ..
bendan - zhu ,,
guess yews habe recovered liaos bahs . yews mustt stay happy nehs . dunch sad sad de . ii dunch wish yews will bue sad . cantt justt bear it . haiis . iif yews really norts well . mustt take a rest . ii guess ii know what iish your feeliins nows bahs . justt that the situation ish different bahs . hao le . ii justt write until here todae bahs . ii guess i dunch habe the mo0d tto thiink le . ii'm justt bueiin sad ! nite nite . muacks !
waiting for youSaturday, May 21, 2005
11:44 PM
erhs . ttodae the funfaiir quite funn worhs . al0rt 0f thiings to buy de . hahas . saw al0rt 0f mahh brother friens siahs . l0ls . ii miss them . l0ls . ii miss jie ! and zheng xiang turn more shuai liaos worhs . hahas . really . jie also turn pretty liaos . that iish the only one that yong heng neber change ! hahahas . ttodaaae also berh farnii . ii play the games thens lian lian also . in the end she win a light soya sauce back ! LOL . thens ttodae denise cry norhs . haiis . also ferh l0ve de . haiis .l0ve really hurts . haiis . thens just nows 9.43 pm meii send mua a msg aboutt troy de . haiis . troy go cutt with penknife . nows ii dunch know what happen liaos . haiis .
dearr dearr ,,
please . dearr . ii wiish ii can sarifice mahhself justt to save yews . ii rather . ii cant bear tto see yews lidat . really heart paiin . ii dunch know what to say nows ! ii heard taht yews in the emergency ro0m . ii dam it worry l0rh . piangs . and go pok that gerll liaos larhs ! if ii found outt iish who . ii surely go find her de siahs . treat dearr dearr sho badly ! piangs . mei ren xin !! how can yews break his heart !? that gerll can go die l0rhs . fuck larhs . knn . hurtt dearr . piangs . haiis . dearr . ii cantt bear to see yews suffer ! no matter what . god please give mua the torture and torments to mua . dunch give it to hiim . ii deserve iit . ii olwaes give hiim mahh atiittude . if the time turns back . ii wiish the person iish mua . ii wann to see yews hao qi laii ! dunch leave mua alone . yews promise mua de !! dunch forget . muacks dearr ! no matter what happen . ii will forevahs bue your side .
waiting for youFriday, May 20, 2005
10:15 PM
ttodae dam dam boriin siahs .. ii dunch know ii go scho0l ferh whats ? the whole dae really totally nothiin to do de l0rhs . sho sians de siahs . l0ls . thens todae iin a bad mo0d als0 . thens ii sc0lded lian lian . erhs . sho sowie horhs. kees .. cause norts in go0d mo0d . thens somemore yews lidatt ii berh pek cek . l0ls . hahas . sho happiie nows . tml gorts funfaiir . yeah . al0rt 0f ii kn0w de friens gort stalls siahs . lata buy like siao lidat . l0ls . thens ttodae ii gorts mahh class T shirt to0 . ahahas . quite wierd actually . ii wear liaos .. ii thiink ii wear nort snice siahs . to mua the shirt like sho small lidat . l0ls . actually wanns bigger de . in the end neber. hahas . al0rt 0f ppl take class T shirts ttodae . and ttodae melissa also say norts nice . thens critisise other classes and her classes de class T shirts . aiya . ii dunch care liaos larhs . thens somemore . ttodae ourr class wear the class T shirt marhs . thens lian lian go find mei peng . ii saw melissa .. thens melissa says us you berh stoopid . wear nows . wa la0s . she berh guo fen l0rhs .. ii dunch like thiis kind of ppl siahs . like insultiin the normal. de .. thens she sing songs on the phone . she go and say mua . thens scold what bytch . wa piangs . really berh guo fen l0rhs .. ii neber say her .. she say mua ferh what siahs . piangs ehs . ii know we stoopid . she smart marhs . express lehs . we only normal niia . ii know mahh results iish norts as go0d as her .. sho whats ? how can she say lidat to us ? we habe zi zhun de l0rhs ..
bendan - zhu ,,
ii dunch exactly know what iish happeniin to the both of us . ii ahbe nothiin to say nows . really quite sad when ii hear that .. ii knew iit was like this . whatever ppl say yews this and that .. ii will enber care .. ii justt know that ourr l0ve had change liaos . haiis . ii miss yews . muacks !
waiting for youThursday, May 19, 2005
9:31 PM
ttodae nothiin happen norhs . ii gortts mahh reults ferh lit. hahas . guess ii gorts how much ? o4/6o niia . l0ls . convert to 1oo marks ii onlly gorts 6 marks niia . l0ls . sho toopid de mua neh ! =)) . butt ii dunch care larhs . ii knew ii will faill liaos . butt dunch know whyes this time until lidat . l0ls . ttodae ii early go scho0l lehs . l0ls . haiis . ttodae gorts one gerll keep hao lian mua thiings siahs . ii habe eough liaos l0rhs . sho what she iish lidat . ii know ii toopid . ii normal aca. de marhs . ii dunch care liaos larhs . ii'm justt a toopid gerll gerll laii de .
bendan - zhu ,,
erhs . ttodae neber tallk to yews worhs . ii miss yews sho sho much . ii promise yews to get go0d results . butt ii fail . sho sowie worhs .
waiting for youWednesday, May 18, 2005
8:42 PM
one dae neber blog liaos . sians . mahh brother dunch let mua use computer . argh ! erhs . ttodae berh farnii l0rhs . ii go scho0l latte liaos . ii 7.35 am reach . ii go back to class 8.45 am lidat . hahas . that time mahh class de thought ii neber come ferh scho0l . l0ls . thens ii walk in when the national anthem played . thens ii kana caught l0rhs . hahas . quite fun yews know ? l0ls . thens neethi ask us to sing . no one sings . we dunch care . toopid mr neethi narhs ! hahahas . thens after that ii told hiim mahh class ish 2n1 cause he ask mua marhs . ii say '' 2n1 '' . he shake head tell mua the worse class . piangs ehs .ii wann tto box hiim up ! hahas ! lidat insult our class . go die narhs !!!
bendan - zhu ,,
neber tallk to yews one dae liaos . ii miss yews sho much ! muacks !
waiting for youMonday, May 16, 2005
1:48 PM
ttodae early in the morniin do de.erhs.give some comments ? hahas.butt ii dunch thiink iish nice enough nehs.
waiting for youSunday, May 15, 2005
11:53 PM
waiting for youttodae write a poem..keehs..haiis.ii lurff troy..SOBS ! we are norts like last time.. sho sho cold.. whyes ? ii am really berh sad .. ii wann hiis last time .. sho romantic and kawaii and sweet .. haiis .. cannorts hlep mahhself form l0viin hiim.ii really cant help it .. SOB SOB ~ ..
HOPE HE CAN BUE LIKE LAST TIME ..
dunch leave mua al0ne . ii wann euus .. SOBS ! dunch leave mua alone .. SOBS!
waiting for you^ ! THIS POEM IISH ESPECIALLY FERH MAHH BENDAN - ZHU ! ^
it's important to show each other
how much we care.
a hug says '' ii l0ve yews ''
and '' i'll olwaes bue there. ''
a hug helps yews celebrate
when things are goiin great.
and makes yews feel better
duriin stormy weather.
a hug says '' hello ''
when yews haven't seen each other in awhile.
a hug can dry tears
and brighten sweet smiles.
it doesn't matter if your skin ish wrinkled or smooth
or whether you are young or old
hugs can link generations
they are soothing to the soul.
a hug ish easy to customize
they don't come in just one size.
whether you are short or tall
or large or small . . .
that's one of the best thiings about hugs . . .
one size fits all !
a hug ish a wonderful way to communicate
how we feel about each other.
it warms the heart and lifts the spirit
it makes us feel like sisters and brothers.
a hug says '' thankews ''
and remind mua yews care.
it's one of the most precious gifts
that anyone can share.
love makes the world go `round
and hugs make us feel loved
when we are feeliin down
.a hug says '' congratulations. ''
'' job well done. ''
'' ii thiink yews`ar the greatest, ''
or '' wasn`t that fun? ''
there are l0rts of thiings that hugs can do
and they mean sho much when they come from yews !
waiting for youFriday, May 13, 2005
10:53 PM
finally exams habe finish liaos . yee yip . kees . ttodae ii go outt with lian lian and mei peng to orchard . iit was sho fun siahs . kees . bought alort of thiings . takiin neoprints . hahas . sho fun especially takiin neoprints . kees . \
bendan - zhu ,,
mahh bendan - zhu arhs.dunch know whyes euus dunhc wann to tell mua what happen to euus nehs? dunch wanna mua to bue worry of euus?haiis.if euus dunch tell mua ,, ii will bue more worry nehs.nothiin ii can do ferh euus nows expect cheeriin euus up.barden ii dunch thiink ii can bahs.kees.ii try mahh best worhs.hahas.dunch sad or angry liaos narhs.ii will XIN TENG de lehs.kees.really lurff euus sho much.wish euus were bueside mua every min. and sec.**haiis *** nows ii sho sho worrie euus.dunch know what happen to euus also.muacks!no matter what.ii will still be at your side.
waiting for youThursday, May 12, 2005
10:09 PM
the 1st 1oo daes l0ve !muacks !
ttodae mahh science ii dunch know how to do narhs . dunch wanna bother nows . haiis . ttodae nothiin happens . just to say PANG SEH KIA SUCKS TO THE CORE . DUNCH GET CL0SE T0 MUA AND DUNCH MAKE FRIENDS WITH MUA OR WHATEVER . EUUS ALL SUCKS TO THE CORE . HATTE EUUS PEOPLE.PANG SEH KIA NIA . PUI !!!! FUCKER YI GE.
bendan - zhu ,,
l0ve mahh bendan - zhu worhs . muacks . ttodae tallk to hiim a while nia.butt still l0ve hiim . kees . dunch stres up because of studiesworhs . mahh heart will paiin de . dunch bear to see euus get stress up or gettiin hurt nehs . worryiin euus every min. every sec .
**just wanna hug and kiss euus**
waiting for youWednesday, May 11, 2005
7:25 PM
wahs piangs . ttodae RAFI ,, MELISSA and GERMAINE pang seh mua siahs . piangs . two times liaos lehs . fuck l0rhs . hatte this kind of pang seh kia nehs . iif theyy were mua ,, what will they feel ??? fuck larhs . knn siahs . ii dunch care liaos l0rhs . ttodae ii shoutt iin the public . ii dunch care already liaos l0rhs . BERH FUCK UP L0RHS . PIANGS !!! IN THE MRT als0 lidat . ii sc0ld chee bye sho whats . piangs . FED up siahs . II HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE . PLEASE FUCK OFF DE YUAN YUAN DE . PIANGS .
ttodae the HE ii neber do finish siahs . sho diffcult . everyone surely fail de siahs . ii al0rt neber d0 . alm0st HE de people haben do finish siahs . haiis . dunch care liaos .
bendan - zhu ,,
erms . ttodae dunch know what to write . cause neber tallk to euus . ii scare ii lata say wrong thing euus angry . cause mahh mo0d ttodae was real bad . haiis . how ii wish euus are bue mahh side . helpiin mua . haiis .
waiting for youTuesday, May 10, 2005
10:36 PM
ttodae the chinese paper one ii dunch really know how to do larhs . sho sians de chinese . go0d that ii habe mahh maths paper two tml . ii l0ve maths . wakakakas . haiis . sho sians . ttodae raiiniing . actually wann to go play in the raiin de . thens dunch habe norhs . cause the raiin only at there drizzling nia . mustt as well dunch play . kees . barden when ii habiin exams . the weather was real bad worhs . thens somemore mahh scho0l . like n0 ppl lidatt de . gorts ppl ii also cannorts see until . turn until sho sho scary . ii that time really sho scare siahs . bleahs ~
bendan - zhu ,,
erhs . ii sho shock mahh bendan - zhu still gorts see mahh bl0g de worhs . kees . lurff hiim . at first ii thought we like habiin c0ld battle liaos . cause neber tallk liaos marhs . haiis . nows thens ii know he still care aboutt mua . kees . ii sho happy worhs . l0ve hiim . muacks !
waiting for youMonday, May 09, 2005
10:53 PM
hahas . ttodae exams ii just go with jiani ,, xin yi ,, cassandra to play swiing . the weather really berh hott worhs . hahas . ii still play . thens after that ii go blk 13 there de playground and play . hahas . thens when ii gorts back home . OMG . ii kana sunburned siahs . DIAOS . butt norts paiin de . hahas .
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis . ii like sho paii seh call euus dearr dearr since euus gorts stead . though euus are mahh PTS . haiis . ii really dunch know what to do . euus are just sho sho important to mua . haiis . deep iin lurfee with euus . butt euus will neber know . erms . nberm . sho . euus mustt study hard worhs . exams iish here liaos . =( . nite nite . muackS!
waiting for youSunday, May 08, 2005
10:40 PM
erhs . ttodae nothiin happen l0rhs . justt kn0w ii berh tired . tml habiin mahh lit. and maths paper 1 . aiya . just kn0w that mahh lit. will n0rts pass de . hahas . ii neber pass b4 since last yearr liaos worhs . kees . aiya . really n0 mo0d t0 study tt0dae lehs . haiis .
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis . euus gorts stead liaos . ii dunch know how to tallk to euus . whats to say to euus . what sho ii do ?
waiting for youFriday, May 06, 2005
10:58 PM
ttodae ii go playground with xin yi they all.after mahh exams.thens ii go uncle yup shop to buy driinks.when ii come backie with xin yi . ii saw hiim ,, yang zhi ,, kai ling.wallk past by.thens ii act as normal l0rhs.ii play the swiing like siao like that.nearly fall outt from the swing.when ii gone backie home ,, found outt mahh two hands gorts blister.hahas.
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis . bendan - zhu . haiis . ii dunch wiish to habe a silentt break . haiis . lurff euus sho sho much . euus grots stead liaos . erms . sho nows ii wonderiin sho ii call euus dearr a norts ? **CONFUSED**
waiting for youWednesday, May 04, 2005
5:55 PM
erhs . a few daes neber bl0g lia0s w0rhs . no time also.cause nowadaes go mac. and study.thens finally gort time to write mahh bloggiie lia0s.kees.dunch dare to go bo0n keng mac.als0 lia0s.hahas.sho scary de.kees.onlly some people know.hahas.ttodae some FUCKERS come and disturb mua siahs.bastard kias l0rhs.sucks de.only at there actt shuai.**PUKE**.please man.if euus seen it.remember dunch act co0l bui co0l OKAES ! and act shuai bui shuai de kia.dunch dare to beatt gerlls de.HUM JI kia larhs.FUCK up guy ii habe ever seen.
NI SHI YI GE BU YAO LIAN DE XIAO NAN REN.iidii0tt.ttodae norts really anythiing happening around mua larhs.hahas.only know that mr malcolm tan olwaes sc0ld us everydae.ahahahahas.
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis.dearr dearr ? haiis.ii neber tallk to euus liaos iin msn.haiis.sho sowiie.nowadaes exams come liaos.no time to tallk to euus also.erhs.wish euus can see until mahh this blog.really lurFee euus.ii miss euus sho sho much.nothiing really can replace euus.mahh heart ish with euus.yet ii thiink euus will neber knows.i'm justt a stewpid gerll gerll willing to LURFF euus no matters whats really happen.our gaps are getting bigger.haiis.really l0ve euus that much.all mahh heart iish with euus.haiis.muacks!
waiting for youSunday, May 01, 2005
11:30 PM
ttodae was berh hott seh.like iin an oven lidat.then in the afterno0n n0rts that h0t lia0s.lucky siahs.or else al0rt 0f pe0ple h0tt t0 death.hahas.l0ls.at night ii go outt with cousin.we went to sentosa to see the musical fountaiin norhs.it waas quite boring actually.barden mahh cousiin like iit sho much.l0ls.nothiin ii can do.cause she iish just a lil' kid.hahas.
bendan - zhu ,,
haiis.neber gett to tallk to euus lia0s.haiis.maybue after tha exams.this thursdae will bue mahh mid-year lia0s.ii still remember ii mustt pass average 65.kees.euus say de.ii will try mahh best.muacks!
waiting for you